Back in ERD
We are back in Erd after about 2 weeks.
We went to Balaton-NET, a mission opportunity and time of fellowship and Mission-Expo and also a time of retreat, spending time with God and hearing His people to teach us, preach us and advise our lives. It was a great opportunity but we could not fully take advantage of it for Tabi was not adopting the situation well enough. May be it is normal but we could see other kids of her age playing there and being there with parents. But she wanted to go home, go out or watch Noddy (cartoon) rather than letting us listen the teachings. Most of the time. So we shared with Tamas and got some of the teachings. Deep and good preachings. Thankful for them.
Thankfully Mom was there and helped a lot during the day, cooking, taking care of Tabi. But for the critical time, the teachings she was with us for we wanted her to hear from God and spend time with Him too. We had time of fun, Tabi was enjoying the water and baths, and her little boat, we took a trip on a big ship and B4L had a program we could watch too (others organized it - mostly kid's programms)
We had 2 days home and left for Szeged. We are very thankful for the selling of our little flat there. We just had to empty the flat, give the keys to the new owner. And set up the appointment with Tamas's doctor for his surgery in October. But we faced attack and struggles too. Meanwhile Tabi was ill and had some complications and this wore us out a little bit just as physically as mentally and emotionally. Especially me. I could not be away from her freely and have some time of fellowship, friendship or simply time alone for rest. Thanks God she is well now but it is very difficult to handle lately and that wears me off even more. She is waking up a lot and crying a lot and demanding me above everyone else and often refuses Tamas's help. She is not eating enough so is up to eat in the night again. She is very 'wanty' and demanding sometime, crying a lot for her wish come true. We need much wisdom and love to handle the situation, to give the best for her and make her grow the best in every area. And not to harm her spirit and emotions with the disciplining. It is very difficult. She is just crying now a lot. What to do? How to be the best but save some time for my recovery too? Tamas is not around for 3 days, only in the evenings.
May the Lord make her recover fully and give her the best she needs.